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Monday, March 14, 2011

Countdown???

Its been a month since my last post...huh...
well that would mean na 1 month ko na rn ciang di nakakabonding...
though my mga indications na gsto pa rn nmn nya ko kausap,kc paminsan minsan nggugudnyt nmn cia,paminsan minsan ng memail pa rn nmn cia...pero marami na nag iba..feeling ko tuluyan n kami nagkagap... :'( and she choose to do so... :'(

Dahil sa pain na naramdaman ko nung mga time na binalewala nya ko,pinili ko na rin manahimik,hndi na ko nangungulit sa knya tulad ng dati,ayw ko rn nmn mgmukang tanga... pero nothings changed...i still smile everytime she text me...minsan cnsbi nya na she miss me,if she only knew how much i miss her...holding her,hugzzz...ang tagal ko na rn hndi nagpupunta sa arcade,so that malimutan ko muna yung moments nmin,ako rn lng kc nahihirapan,tsaka narealize ko rn na hindi masaya maglaro mag isa,kahit nakakakuha ako ng stufftoy, i got no one to share my joy with...

from last week shes doing this countdown through email...

then knina... 10:30 am..nagmail cia ng 13.5

instict ko is after 13.5 hrs 12am....
i said seryoso ka ba?...

then patuloy cia ng pagsesend..8.22

why am i asking kung seryoso cia?...today is march14..shes doing a countdown for march 15...
ang birthday ko is march 16...does that mean na akala nya 15 yung bday ko??..nakakatampo db?...
she even ask me kung diretsong uwi n rw ba kong batangas after office..alam kc nyang mag lileave ako ng bday ko..ang adik nya...taz sbi nya bahala n lng dw maya..well its almost 11pm n ngaun,ano kya mangyayari?...

back nov. when where so close,she said mag enchanted rw kmi sa bday ko...i would be lying if sasabhn kong hndi ako umasa...pero the way she talk to me through mail,mukang malabo..kelan ko kya ulit cia makakabonding?...

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